The Ramble.

My head's swimming with thoughts.

So much going on in my less-than-average sized head. Some of it's work related; I've got a couple of options at the minute but I don't know what to do. And no-one else can help me make the decision so why I'm writing about it I don't know. Options are good, I know this, and normally I'm fantastic at making decisions (modesty is a strong point as you can tell). I make a decision, usually pretty swiftly, and I know that I've made the right choice. As cliché as it sounds, and as painful as it is for me to write; I know in my heart that I've made the right decision.  For me at least. I guess that means I should just chill out and make a decision, I haven't proven myself wrong yet; famous last words.

Ironic, you might think, that it took me 3 years to make the decision to leave uni. But at that point leaving hadn't been an option I'd really thought of, therefore there wasn't really a decision to make. Now I'm going to move on from all this cringeyness. It's getting a bit too deep for my liking.

So here's a little list of random things.

5 things I know:

1. I'm actually really enjoying writing this. As sad as it is, if something mildly interesting happens during the day I automatically wonder how I'll write about it in this. NB wonder is pronounced 'won-duh' NOT 'one-duh' - massive pet hate, it's my way or you're wrong - you know who you are.
2. I love cheese. Quote from my Dad: 'If I couldn't eat cheese, I'd kill myself.' Agreed; life definitely wouldn't be worth living.
3. Real life is tiring. 
4. My older, and apparently wiser, sister is a bit of a legend. That's public praise, to counteract this act of kindness I'm going to have to be mean to her for the next year, balance things out and all that.
5. I can't think of a fifth one. Always the way.

Apologies for the randomness/uselessness of all this chat. I want to talk about the work side of things but I don't want to jinx myself at the minute, hopefully next week I'll have some idea of what I'll be doing. Either that or I'll have tried, and massively failed, the Great North Run, and won't be around to make any choices. Both are equally likely.